Yesterday I went through a profound past life regression.This was my first regression and although I have been trying to fit it into my schedule I found myself making excuse after excuse.  What would I find? Have I really had a past life? What if it did not work for me? I had so many questions that were building blocks of truly missing the point that I was letting my conscious mind take over my subconscious. I was not being open to this opportunity that was being presented to me.  Ultimately, whom is this really going to hurt, no one except me. If I did live other lives maybe it would serve me to understand certain things that I continually do in this lifetime. 

At first I was asked to go back to a memory as a child which brought me back to the time that we lived on the farm with my grand father.  Now am I going back to this time in my mind because I have recently written a book that briefly talks about this time? I can hear myself but I feel like I’m asleep in a dream,suddenly I see myself as a child running towards something. I don’t remember this as a child and although I cannot see anything around me I feel happy with no fear, judgment, or worries.  I have a beautiful white dress with ruffles and they are flowing in the wind. I’m smiling or laughing and fill tremendous love. I’m not sure what I’m running towards but it does not seem to matter, I’m just being. 

I was then suddenly a different little girl sitting on a bench waiting for someone that is not coming. I’m sad because Ifeel all alone and not sure where to go. I will not go on about this life time as it was short but my point is that there were two little girls with different feelings. I walked away from this regression with great insight and understanding of certain events that have happened in this lifetime from previous lifetimes. Do I truly believe that we live multiple lives?  I will say that I saw my current mother holding me as a little baby and it was surreal.  I felt great love from her and the understanding that love is always there however it’s the events that happen within our lives that create building blocks shutting out that feeling of love.

The next morning I received an email from Neal Donald Walsch’s daily inspiration. Upon reading the message for the day it reminded me of the two little girls with different feelings and thoughts but it also reminded me that we are all god’s children and innocent in his eyes. Just as our own children are innocent in our eyes, they make mistakes and there is a great feeling to be by their side during hard times.  At times, we may have to step back and let our children follow their own paths even if it may be hard to watch. As a child or adult we may feel that our parent(s) no longer care for us or love us but deep down we know they are in our heart. Maybe you feel God has forgotten you or left you to follow a path on your own however God is within you just as your parent(s) are within you. 

Here is a copy of the email that was sent from Neal Donald Walsch.

On this day of your life, dear friend I believe God wants you to know...

.that you are a pure child of God, beautiful in yourinnocence – and

That this is true no matter what you may have done.

There is no offense you could ever commit that can rob you of your magnificence, or of the wonder of who you are. Gosh, Eliot Spitzer's drama has brought up a lot of stuff for all of us, hasn't it? Yet who among us hasn't fallen from the path, betrayed another, acted unwisely, fallen prey to temptation, given in toa craving or addiction?

All of us are human. And in God's eyes that makes us perfect. Really. Just the way we are. Like 3-year-olds, looking anxiously up atsome elder, wondering with quivering lips whether we'll get a spanking for breaking the rules...

The 3-year-old is beautiful in her innocence. He is pure as snow, and there is simply something that has not been totally understood, or fully integrated into behavior yet. It's okay. We don't mean to be"bad." And in truth, we aren't. Not a one of us.

We're simply,sometimes, mistaken. And God loves us anyway.

Immensely. Completely. Eternally.

Just   as    we    are.

Oh, and by the way, ...you already know the reason that this particular reminder came to you today...

Love, Your Friend....  Neal Donald Walsch

Hoping this message fills your heart with love and understanding that you are a true being of beautiful spirit with bright light. 

Love& Light,

Kandi Phillips

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