Day eleven and I'm halfway to the finish line of the 21 Day Consciousness Cleanse.  Today was an integration day for those that needed to catch up, which would be me, and those that needed a breather.  If you read my previous days you would know that I came down with a cold but each day I feel better just as I do with this cleanse.

Let's jump right into the notes from the call, there is much to cover!
It’s so easy to get behind and to have an excuse for not finishing a long process. Most people don’t realize the long and intense process that this is. Debbie Ford recognizes that part of why it takes so much out of us, is because it penetrates the ego structure that blocks us out of life.  If we think about it, the sun is always there, even on a cloudy day as the clouds of our ego, experiences, and disappointments are released, it clouds over our light.  And so a process like this, little by little each day all of these distinctions and processes that you do are helping to chip away at what ever is clouding over the light.  The light is natural to find it’s proper place inside of you, even with our ego structure and all of our human experiences, because it’s half of us.  But our divine experiences; the divine light and that divine power, has got it’s proper place without anything covering it up.  We do these processes over a period of days to get you to this divine, deep, faithful, and trusting relationship with this part of yourself  that was always there.  This is the part of you that was meant to be your guide, your friend, and hold you in the times that are tough and encourage you to go after your greatest life.  And so on this day of acceptance, which is everyday, there are these distinctions that are there to alter your consciousness.

Just drop down and allow yourself to be in the precense and accept all that you have done in this program.  By reading the book and doing the exercises, even if you have not done it perfectly or you don’t get it yet, your intention in doing every step that you have done is that you want to live in the light and be shown the light of who you are.  I want to reconnect with the power that created me and as you acknowledge your self or divine intention that you live in this state, of one eternally.  Today we put our focus on all that would take us away from living in that pure state and that is our attachment or resistance. 

Serenity Prayer

God, grant me the serenity
To accept the things I cannot change;
The courage to change the things that I can;
And the wisdom to know the difference.

Give yourself permission to accept the things you can and cannot change.  Allow yourself to see what ever it is that you want to change; your attitude, rely on this holy power, the times that you pray, give yourself permission, and allow this to be your intention for today.  I accept all that I cannot change.  Bring in love and appreciate that this is your work.  This is your divine work to change the things you can.  Send love and appreciation to all that support you.  Allow the group around the world to float into your being, form this beautiful blanket of love as we send it around the world.  Know that we are holy beings responsible for the collective heart.  Send that love, that warmth, and that holiness everywhere else in the world.  You get to choose where your intention wants to move; that love and that blessing.  Being completely present in your prayer, bring that energy back into yourself then bring in your intention for today.  The intention for acceptance.  

When we get so caught up in our own world and only thinking about ourselves we think inside of our ego structure.  All spiritual practices ask us to always send prayers and love out into the world.  Our energy is gods energy and gods energy makes a difference.  We don’t just accept what we have been going through personally but accept our responsibility collectively.  To do that, to really make space for the collective, we have to handle our individual needs - we have to handle the experiences form the past that will continually mask our dark internal world of the ego.  So acceptance is a holy practice, from humility to acceptance that we undertstand that we are one of 7 billion or 6.5 billion whatever it is.  That our lives might be tough or difficult but you will always find some one else who’s life is much worse than your own.  If we are humble and appreciative of that which we have in this moment; whatever is right, whatever is functioning, we know that we can hand things over that there is a whole planet, a universal play going on that’s so much bigger than the drama of our own lives.  We start to understand, we start to look through gods eyes, through gods energy, and love through that collective heart.

Acceptance provides that amazing foundation for constructing the life of our souls desire. And so it’s imperative that we bring acceptance into every experience and all you have to do is feel the resistance. Maybe your saying,  It's not fair!  I can't!  We just know it gently with love, careness, and tenderness, WOW my ego is really hurt.  You may think, my little girl or little boy was really hurt by this but we must wrap ourselves in acceptance to step out of that pain and look at it as the divine mother father that we are here to reparent that part of ourselves.  We step out of it, we go to that child, and we hold that child or adult that wants to hold on or wants to change that which is unchangeable.  This is what brings us into the state of consciousness where we must pray more, we must ask to be guided more, and we must ask to be present to the divine plan of ours.  With acceptance we focus on nurturing our life force with humility which allows us to do that. 

Humility says, "What step can I take today?  Acceptance says, "What could be in the way of that step?

As we go inside just allow that we are in the present, shifting out of who we were, it may be dangling off your big toe but Debbie promises that it will come off.  Affirm that you are ready for the power of acceptance!  Ask to hear the voice of your higher self, the one that can see the greater plan for you. 
What situations or experiences from your past are you still declining to accept?
What do you wish had been different than it is?
What are you judging that was bad, wrong, or not ok with you?
Just allow yourself to see and make notes about what you are still holding onto.  Wishing your life to be different.  Just let go of that bungee cord unhooking from anything that you are trying to hold on to.  Allow yourself to see if there is anything in your present reality that you are unwilling to accept. 
How are you trying to manage or control situations that you judge is wrong? 
What can you do in your internal world that you can shift? 
What would you need to remember?

Six years ago Awaken Your Space was born.  I had no idea what I was getting myself into but I was being called to create a company that would awaken the energies within a space.  Needless to say, I did not realize that I would also be awakening my own soul's desire.  It is said, that which you teach is that which you need to learn.  After going through the first week in the 21 Day Consciousness Cleanse it became clear to me that I'm truly walking the path of my soul's purpose.  I also recognize that the "stuff" that falls away is no longer serving me.  The "stuff" that falls away is needed to open the door to new journeys in life.  Thus the creation of my mini book series, Live Your Intention.  I look back years ago when I kept having this vision of writing but what would I write about is what I kept asking.  Every time I would get the message to write about my stories, my life, my past, my present and how I have climbed back up on the saddle many times to ride to that next mountain where the horse would throw me off.  Each time I would turn to my inner core of being and I would climb that next mountain but was I truly going over the mountain or making my way hiding the deep dark crevices?  I deeply appreciate Debbie Ford for climbing over her next mountain and being humble to share her dark shadow side with others.  This has helped me understand that I can love the dark shadow side of my past and accept all that I am. 

My intention: To love myself, the dark and light side of it all, without judgment.  I am who I am and I cannot change that which is in the past.  I can only stand in the light and walk towards the future.

A Love Letter to Haiti -Beautiful letter that Debbie Ford wrote to the people of Haiti. You cansign the petition for the letter that will be sent to Haiti.

Love Potion of Day 11
1 cup of water
1/2 tsp of bee pollen
1/2 tsp of agave

Day 11 Lesson on Oprah.com

Kandi Phillips
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www.LiveYourIntention.com
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